We all got past the past
Though we still hold on to tender pieces
The ones that make us smile
You remember those, don't you?
If you don't, I'm sorry
Those will be my memories for this and my next life time
Moments no camera can capture
Despite all the pain, it can't wash it out of my head
The smiles, the laughter
The long drawn out talks
Not wanting it to end
But realizing in the end, it all came for a reason
Making me who I am
Making me what I eventually will become
For better, for worse
Memories for my lifetime
Childhood thoughts, wismical dillusions
Not wanting to let them go
Not going to, if only holding on in the mind's eye
Friends, lovers, strangers that made a connection
Something to me
You don't remember some, and some I too forgot
Holding on to whats left
Remembering abscure not so important things
Making though the most impact on my heart
Kindness never forgot
This is who I am now
The past not in the past
The future held in my hands

To feel the wind under my fingertips
Weaving through and around
Soaring, though still on the ground
Looking over to my side to see your smile
Beautiful it is, so bright against your shadowed skin
The night lights pass in and out
Letting me see your eyes flickering in my direction
The acceleration pushing us faster towards our destination
Though were not quite sure where that is
Down the winding roads, the night sky so brilliant
Finally reaching a point were its clear, only the heavens watching down

Will you let me go
Saying good bye to the times we once shared
The happiness once felt so easily
Now turned into an ackward feeling of what was had
Knowing the potential but never taking the step towards it
Watching as it slowly fades to a dismall story to tell in the future
The what could of beens, the what what should of beens
All the same now
Saying goodbye, walking away for the final time
The last show was scene, the curtains are drawn
The make up washed away
All that is left is me
Accepting the inevitable, a hope that seemed to wash away
The salt from the tears never letting the wound heal
Though in due time a scar will form
Another story too tell, a moment to remember
A memory formed before we realized the snap shot was taken
Us unexpectedly exposed

The frailty of who I am lies with in your hands
Do with it as you please
I'm transixed with who you are
An uncommon thing for me
Comfort is in our grasp, a bond never spoken
Called upon, never needing to ask
True friendship come and go
Ours forever the same
Shifting ever so gently with the changes that pass
Growing up, growing apart, binds that still tie
Holding us tight
Seperate worlds, common ground
Grounding each other in the places we stay
Holding each other to our hopes and dreams
Never letting one forget, not allow for each other to grow away from the person we want to be

"Sparatic love"
I hear your voice and it swallows me up
A tingle through out my body, straight down to my feet
It makes me wanna go Ohh ohhh ohhh all through the night
It's that sweet saddens that sings, filling me whole
A comparision of no comparision can tell you how i feel
A lovely madness, disguised as temptation

"my religious fix"
A sacreligious worshipping of your body
An adonis in my eyes
No flaws stand before me
The way I see you
Nothing can compare
A twitch of a smile
Melting deep inside
A sacreligous worshipping of your body
Nothing can compare

"Growth"
Once a girl, now a women
Hips widened, mind grew
Balancing act inside of me
Not wanting to let go
No choice, but to move on
Growing up
Letting go of the girl i once knew
Seeing her in my memories
Wondering how she has been
Looking forward to the woman i will become
Becoming her when I wasn't looking

"Here I am now"
There once was a time when I was anew
Grew from a child into passion
Fell abroad, mind scattered, lost in this new feeling
Gave into the comfort
A firm belief that there was hope was found
Lost though in a quick second
Broken hearted, trust yanked away from my fingertips
A newer version of me was found
Alone I stand now, on my own wondering if it will be okay
Accepting the inevitable in this confused mind
Loosening my grip and letting go for the final time