Soul
Falling into darkness
No hands outstretched to catch a broken body
Numbness illudes the pain, no longer feeling
No pain, no emotion, no life
Just bleeding from a open wound
Never ceasing to heal
Pouring on to the floor, infected 
Bruising from some past infliction
Carnal understanding for surviving
Beating against the predators
Moving past the numbness
Feeling pain, anger, with that love
Slowly, closing the wound
Leaving a jagged scar
Makes a memory to keep
    
Friday, July 25, 2003
Tuesday, July 22, 2003
      Past brought forth
Today, facing it head on
No one to rely on
Just me
Straining has now cause a tear
Trying to heal the gash of vulnerability
Built up to an unnaturel level
My tolerance has grown much too deep
Feeling the burden
But not being able to let go
No one to rely on
Only myself 
    
Monday, July 21, 2003
      Seeing past me
A divine acknowledgement
A character unbeknowst 
Looking past my facade-
       Actually realizing it's a facade
An accomplishment that few ever succed
Driven to understand
Attempting to see me,
The person who I really am
Never accepting my cover
Pushing past my moves
Pinning me, looking at me
Finding who I am.
    

