Lost
Wondering through insanity
Praying to some unknown identity
Talking to my reflection that no longer reflects me

Last night
Fear still seeping through the edges of my security
Not seeing you in front of me
Seeing my past

Sitting at the opposite sides of the couch
Trying to read each others thoughts
Not wanting to make a whisper

Uncomfortable, trying to explain
Wondering the 'what ifs'

No one at fault