Monday, January 23, 2006

Looking at the night sky
Wishing for things that could of been
Regreting those that have been
Confusion and anger, bitter words escaped our lips
Forgotton now by the pain that holds my heart trapped
Just wanting to see your face, to know your touch again
I wish I could say I'm sorry, knowing it won't change a thing

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Waiting for a call that will never come
Realizing your promises are never kept
Saddened by the fact I hoped for so much
Ignoring my attempts, avoiding the unavoidable
3 years gone in a month
Replaced by someone apparently better
Or so thats how it seems
I'm no priority to you, you were one of mine

"Here I am now"
There once was a time when I was anew
Grew from a child into passion
Fell abroad, mind scattered, lost in this new feeling
Gave into the comfort
A firm belief that there was hope was found
Lost though in a quick second
Broken hearted, trust yanked away from my fingertips
A newer version of me was found
Alone I stand now, on my own wondering if it will be okay
Accepting the inevitable in this confused mind
Loosening my grip and letting go for the final time